YOU …❤️

We met once again, it’s like a holiday; only happens once a year

A holiday that is short lived with happiness almost every time

In your presence I lose myself, I only see you

Thinking about what coulda been, feels so real in the moment

 The minute you walk away you vanish in the wind

Waiting again, time is not moving fast enough

I’m impatient now, I wish you knew 

How much this undefined love is killing me

Every day seems to be more doomed because I only think of you

 wishing that you were thinking of me too

I’m aching now, I can feel the pressure in my heart

Holding back tears, I lose myself again 

Questioning my emotions, have I lost them too?

Shattered cold 

Trying to wrap these thoughts around my head

Should I let go? You’re no good for my heart anyway

Still, I love you and only you