We met once again, it’s like a holiday; only happens once a year
A holiday that is short lived with happiness almost every time
In your presence I lose myself, I only see you
Thinking about what coulda been, feels so real in the moment
The minute you walk away you vanish in the wind
Waiting again, time is not moving fast enough
I’m impatient now, I wish you knew
How much this undefined love is killing me
Every day seems to be more doomed because I only think of you
wishing that you were thinking of me too
I’m aching now, I can feel the pressure in my heart
Holding back tears, I lose myself again
Questioning my emotions, have I lost them too?
Shattered cold
Trying to wrap these thoughts around my head
Should I let go? You’re no good for my heart anyway
Still, I love you and only you
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